Friday, June 23, 2006

Feeling a bit scattered

Over the course of the last two weeks, I've had what seems like a million things to do. Some of those things just aren't going to get done at this point. I've been getting all the things I need to get for a four day backpacking trip. I've spent a crazy amount of time and money shopping. The past couple of days have been insane. We're going to go to Eastern Oregon for 10 days, plus two days driving. So we're packing for almost two weeks and for the backpacking trip. I'm almost done. The car is more than full. Now I just have a few more things to do that have to happen. For instance, I must pay the bills before we leave. Humm, the phone bill was due Wednesday. Oops. On top of everything I've been sick. Not bad sick. Just sick enough. So once again I'm heading East, sick.

So have a good life. I'll see you in a couple weeks. I'll miss you. Till then, I'll leave you with one last photo. Okay, how about three?

Sunday, June 18, 2006

my own hiking pictures









Since I posted some amazing photos from Stephen's hiking in Alaska, I thought I'd counter them with the beauty of Oregon. These photos are from last summer. Wes and I are planning to pack accross the Elkhorn Crest Trail in a couple of weeks. So Soon I will have some more current photos.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Envious



Have you ever thought, "I want to go there"? Of course you have. I'm Jealous, Stephen. I want to shoot that picture. I'm guessing I'm not the only one either. How about it, Dave? A trip to Triangle Peak seems in order...

Everyone needs to look at the bear post again. Stephen sent us a photo. :O)

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Take me out to the ball game...

Items of note:
Michael needs a new avitar photo.
Chris is making contact.
Abigail has cute piggie toes.
While Rachel crosses home, Nate rounds third while talking on his cell home. After his arrival to home plate he tells the person on the other end, "Well, gotta go."
Becca hit the ball. You can barely see it at the center edge of the frame.

Too much fun. More photos to come...







a pic I have to share


There's just something about this picture. I love it.

birthdays


Tomorrow we are going to two birthday parties. One for Josiah's friends. One for our friend. Josiah has only ever been to his own birthday party. He seems excited about going to Ethan and Emily's party tomorrow. Josiah will be three in October. The day he turned two seems like such a long time ago.

Sleepy mommy


Josiah has been having trouble sleeping tonight. I spent much of my time between 1 and 2:15 with him. At 2 I finally got him to tell me what was up. He was hungry. He's had to have midnight snacks several times in the last few weeks. I asked him at 1 if he was hungry. He's never awake enough or calm enough to tell us what's up right away. So I end up trying several things to calm him until he's awake enough to eat a snack. Well, now he's sleeping and I can't. I'm so tired. I want to sleep. But I toss and turn. What ever happens to the childhood days of being able to sleep anywhere?

Friday, June 09, 2006

How last week came to be…

Previously posted on the Ethnos forum due to blogger being down...


This past week I have been reminded that God is amazing. He truly does have plans for our lives, amazing plans. He does do things in His time. Wow, His time is not our time.

Let me explain…

God gave me a great family. I have a mom and dad who have been together for over 30 years. I also have two brothers, one younger and one older. God placed me in a Christian home. Not a perfect little home, but one where I learned much about serving Him and trusting in Him. I’ve come to learn over the years that God does things on purpose.

Why exactly did my art teacher submit my artwork for the parent newsletter in Jr. High? So that God could open my eyes to the real kind of talent that I had locked away within. Sure, I’ve always been creative. My parents have always known that. But when I saw the newsletter, my heart skipped a beat. Wow, I was really good at something. I wasn’t just the quiet, smart girl. My art teacher thought I was good. All my peers were going to see my artwork too. I think it also caused my parents to also take a second look at my artistic skills. That year for my birthday, they gave me art supplies; a sketch book and a couple dozen berol prismacolor pencils. God was beginning to work His plan.

Over the next few years I really grew as an artist. I took art whenever I could. During my freshman year, my art teacher introduced me to watercolor. I love watercolor. I also made a decision that year. I had been thinking about what I wanted to do with my life. I had two real strong loves at school, art and math. So I put them together and discovered architecture. From that point on, I was going to be an architect. Did I pray about the decision? No. I just made a decision. Was it the decision that God wanted me to come to? I believe so.

After my freshman year, I had an opportunity to go on a mission trip to Mexico. It’s the only mission trip I’ve ever been on. It was an eye opener. It broke my heart the first time I laid eyes on the slums. It wasn’t right. People needed real homes. These were glorified cardboard boxes, large cardboard boxes made of wood, tin and tires. It was in that moment that God first called me. He gave me a gentle tug on my heart. It said, “you could do something about some of this, some day.” I felt that I would be back, that some day I would design a home for some of these people. Not big fancy American dream homes, but something they could be proud of, something that would offer these children a safer place to sleep at night. God was working His plan.

Proverbs 16:3 says, “Commit to the Lord whatever you do , and your plans will succeed.” It’s the way I felt. I didn’t spend a lot of time praying about all these decisions. (I know my mom did though.) But I felt that God knew that whatever I set my mind to, I would do for Him. I also felt that He would slam the door in my face, if I wasn’t going a direction that He had in mind for me. I asked Him to write me a letter with detailed plans for my life. It never came.

My senior year I applied to one of the best architectural schools, our own UO (hurray for instate tuition). As part of my application I was required to write two essays. My parents went to Bible study one evening and I began to write. I was done by the time they got home. They had prayed for me while I was writing. God poured an essay out through me. It really was His essay. It wasn’t just an essay to get into school either. It turned out that it was an essay to get money for school as well. God paid for my first year and a half of school with that essay.

Architecture was a lot of work. It was a tough course of study. Lots of people said it would be tough; my architecture mentor, my drafting instructor, other people who claimed to know. I laughed. After all, I was a strait A student. I knew tough. I took all of the highest level classes that were available to me in high school, with one exception. (I had to skip Spanish 4. It was only offered once during the day. Architecture 3 and 4 were also only offered once during the day. At the same time as Spanish 4.) They say that architecture students have the largest files at the health center, larger even than the highly stressed law students. After five years and 231 credit hours at the UO, I understood way. (Yes, it takes 231 credits to earn a Bachelor in Architecture.)

During my last year of school, I took all my classes from one instructor. I took three classes for a total for 20 credits. Ginger taught us how to design a camp. We had a large site on which we had to build various buildings; cabins, dining halls, kitchen, ampatheater, gardens, etc… God was preparing me for his plan.

After school I got married. Then I spent some time trying to get a job in the field of architecture. It’s a tough place to get your foot in the door when you’re an unassertive quiet kind of person. But being a domestic engineer wasn’t so bad. It gave me a chance to learn autocad more in depth. I got involved with children’s ministry. I took up photography. Eventually, I became a mommy. So it’s been a good seven years. Seven years for God to mold me, grow me, and shape me. Seven years for me to find out who I really am. It’s been good.

A few months ago Josiah and I were downtown at the mall. There was a display set up. It was for the people’s choice architecture awards. Josiah had fallen asleep in his stroller. So I spent an hour picking through my options and then voting. During that hour I began to remember what it was about architecture that I loved. I longed to sit down at my drafting table and draw. I didn’t know it, but God was reigniting a spark in my heart, a passion and desire for architecture.

Last week, God called. He called in an email from a friend. A friend I met just one year ago. She has a vision for the children of Kenya. I’ve fallen in love with that vision. The email was a request for help. It was a request for the knowledge that I had spent five years gaining. It was a call from God to do my part in His plan. The part of His plan that He has been preparing me for.

I didn’t expect the call. I didn’t expect it to come at this time, or in this way. I didn’t expect it to be for Kenya. But that was God’s plan all along. I’m designing homes, for children in Africa. I’m designing them a school. I’m designing the buildings where they will grow and learn free from the struggles and hungers they once knew. Why? Because God has a plan for their lives too. Because God has given my friend a vision. I’m amazed by God’s plan. I’m astounded by His timing.

Monday, June 05, 2006

Dreams of CMU's dancing in my head

Well, it looks like I may be designing some actual, real life buildings. Wow. Exciting. Scary. I'm looking forward to it. It's amazing how God works his plan. I never thought I'd be designing buildings in Africa. God did. He's giving me an opportunity to touch the lives of many children by simply designing a place for them to live, learn, and grow. God's amazing.